Science and Depression

                  In my science class I feel more alone and ostracized than in any other time at school. Not only am I second rated by my prof. who does not know my name and forgets to count me in the class number for worksheets, but the students literally laugh behind my back like grade-schoolers. It is a lonely and just inescapable feeling, I just want to cry sometimes. I get made a fool out of by the prof. who is more concerned with cosmetology than actual hardcore science. I feel depressed.

            The best way to explain this kind of depression was explained the best in House. "The thing about talking to people about depression is that they get offended or feel obligated to make you feel better." I don't want any one to make me feel better, nor is there a problem with any of my friends-aspects of my life however are very depressing. The only way to get passed it is to somehow find a way through these things and somehow get to a better place in life. It is really hard to deal with because it comes and goes, I'm not sad 100% of the time, nor happy all the time either. It is when I have to change to dealing with the not so great things in my life right now does is come out and I am left feeling less than a little sad.